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Monday, July 28, 2008

Dear Mr. Blog,

I dunnoe why, I just want to blog to someone. So, let the someone be Mr. Blog then =)

Started school last week and everything is fine. But it seems that the system for Uni is quite different from poly. And when I mean different, its really different. Hahx. Even doing project is so different cause I need to do project virtually and YES, VIRTUALLY =) Will be teaming up with Australia side's students to complete the project which is.. so different.

But, after all, it will be a good experience I guess. Hahx. Half working and half studying is really very tired. DUN ever try it if there's no need for it. Other than lack of sleep and feeling lethargic, my mood isn't good nor is my health good I guess. Hahx. Even after a good weekend slp I still dun feel good. But this job is just so suitable for me and i just dunnoe why. Even though its tiring, even though its not good pay, even though there's politics and more even though, I still like this job. Ok lahx. Stop saying bout jobs and jobs. Hahx. So boring.

I bought myself a new watch and I really like this watch a lot. Hahx. Dunnoe why. After getting myself the first watch using my own money, I realised I fall in love with watches. And now, I really feel like collecting watches. It just makes me feel happy to see these watches lying in my care though the watches I have now doesn't require much care from me lahx. Hahx. So now, my goal is to earn many many money and buy many many watches from all over the world! GOAL! YEA!

I hope to feel more happy now and really.. more happy =)

Ciaos.

6:24 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Wow. It's been a long time since I last blog in this blog. Been very busy for the past few weeks for the annual concert organised by PA. This time rd its a musical drama and it really received a lot of gd comments. The lead actor and actress voice were so gd that I nearly cried. Hahx. But overall, I would say this musical is a nice and successful one =)

Was in the production side during this musical which allows me to know what exactly happens before, during and after the show. It's stressful yet fun cause a lot of uncertainty when you are in the backstage. Like what chinese always say, 台上一分钟, 台下十年功. Its really true. the days of rehearsal, sudden change of plans blah blah blah, it can really stressed ones out. But nonetheless, I still enjoyed it till the very end. Hahx!

So, finally I get to rest for a day after working a month none stop. Ya. Working even thou its Saturday and Sunday. The last day of the musical, we had post reception. Was pretty fun cause its like those 庆功宴 that you often see after a performance or whatever. Hahx. The guys' performers are so cute lahx! They bought flowers for ladies and I'm included too! Hahx. But I would say they are still childish lahx. The actions and words doesn't reflect themselves as a JC student. LOL. After the reception, went to Clarke Quay to watch one of the instructor's performance. She's damn sexy and pretty lahx. The belly dance she did.. Free-style yet alluring. LOL. She really has her own charm I would say =)

Met up with the bf after 'forsaking' him for 5 days due to the hectic work. Hahx. Went to the Hokkaido Fair held in Tampines Mall and its not bad. But.. The price.. Hahx. Steep for me lahx >.< on =")">.<) with actress and singers going along with it. If you wanna catch this Youth Chinese Orchestra playing all these 耳熟能响's songs, you can get the tickets from me at just 15 bucks. PAssion Card holders get to enjoy 20% discount and up to 4 tix per card. The tickets are selling very fast (I'm serious =x) so do grab them fast too! =) After working with PA, my perception of them really change lahx. Hahx. They are getting more and more 'modern' lahx. Hahx.

So, after all these things, what will I be doing? YES! I'm going to start my new school life next week at MDIS! Looking forward to it and I'm really aiming for gd grades and all not only for myself, but also for the pride of my whole family. Who says poor families' children are not allowed to study private uni? I will prove that even thou I'm working while I'm studying for my school fees, I would do better for sure than what I did when I'm in Poly. I'm really interested in what I'm going to study now and I want to do it well. And the best part is, the bf is going into army in Sep for 2 yrs which allows me to have more time to allocate time for my studies. I'll be continuing to work in PA till next yr Feb for their Chingay so wish me luck then! Hahx!

Just another short para. I really realised that the past is no longer the past. And taking the initiative doesn't always get back what you want. No matter how many efforts I've put in, it just seems to go into the drain. I've given up and pretty disappointed. The once so gd relationship seems to become.. nth. I can't force or anything but I'm really tired of all these. Empty promises just make it so tiring for everything. I really hope I can just say.. forget it.

Ciao =)

11:16 AM