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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Finally I saw him. These 3 days were well spent and indeed it was very happy with him by my side. But, the parting part, I just think I still can't handle it well. Why must NS be 2 years? Why must he get into a group that's will have a probability of him being an officer? Why why why??? These separations is already so unbearable and a torture to me. What will become of me if I've to separate with from him for 6 months without seeing each other at all? I super duper pray hard he is lucky enough to escape this irritating officer thing. Haix. I tell him it will be fast but how can I tell myself it will be fast too? Parting is the most shitty thing I'll ever want to experience again -.-

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So, finally he booked out and he looked so different after these 2 weeks. Tanned, more matured and all. No photos cause we are not the cam-whore type. Hahx. Spent these 3 days together and man, finally we can be together again though for only like 2 days to be exact -.- Army is stingy -.- And his family's eating habit is so different from mine causing me to have indigestion after eating like 5 days worth of food if you compare his and my family eating habit -.- So, he's now back in tekong going to suffer from another 11 weeks before having freedom. Tuesday booked out and yea! I can see him again =) Tomorrow work. Haix. Work is becoming more and more hectic. Kinda tired. But anyway, no work = no $$ so... Bo bian. -.- I don't think I've got anything more to update and I really really anticipate Tuesday's evening now =) Take care.

Ciao =)

6:55 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008

Hahx. I guess I'll just go straight into the point today. Went Arena yesterday with hui and wend. Had a good talk and its like after so long that the 3 of us meet together again. Hahx. Gd to see you guys again and I'm waiting for my baileys picnic oh xh =)

I can only say free things are just gd to be true. Hahx. It was our first time there as we dun usually club so we did not know exactly whats the gd deal for ladies night yesterday. After we found out, we thought there will be free flow of lychee martini and volka for the night. In the end, we can only get sex on the beach for the whole night and I swear, its like drinking cranberry juice more than drinking volka. Hahx. But anyway, its a gd gathering and I hope more will come in the future =)

Making cap tml for the BF tml who'e coming out next week. Poor him. Hahx. Must jia you and anticipate next Friday! Take care ya? =) That's all. I'm too lazy to upload pics. Too many assignment due within these 3 weeks. Gonna rush them out. Hahx. Take care.

Ciao.

5:44 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I think I'm getting use to my current life. Pretty enjoying but of cause, I still wish time would go faster so that I can see u faster =)

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Chingay Media Lunch was at Bird Park today so I got a free visit to the Bird Park! Hahx. This job is pretty cool cause can get to go to places that you don't normally go or wun wan to pay the money to go. Hahx. So.. tour around with my colleagues and woo. Bird Park is not bad if its.. free =) Took a lot of pictures and yea, let's take a look =)

These are the flamingoes! We were situated at the lodge beside the Flamingo lake so ta-daa~ Many many flamigoes for us to take pictures. Hahx.

This i-don't-know-what-it-is bird was one of the special appearance during the media conference. It has it's eyes covered up but the hair or whatever on top of its head it so cute lahx! hahx.

Mandarin ducks =)

Snowy something owl. hahx. It's in the world of dark and I can only manage to take one picture which is this cause everything inside is so dark -.- The rest of the owls look frightening instead of cute anyway -.- So din take photos for them. hahx.

The I-don't-know-what-is-it bird again. Hahx. But it look so lonely ritex? Sitting in a old boat by itself. hahx.

Those 2 brown birds look like fake models to me in real lahx. Do you see it? The black vs the brown. hahx!

Actually there are more pictures but I don't have time to upload them tonight. Maybe tml continue part 2? Hahx. I'm a happy alcoholic girl who's going drinking (like finally??) tml! Yeah! Take care!

P.S: I miss you =)

Ciao.


7:57 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008

I'm so glad for the call u made today. Brighten up is the correct word to use to describe my thoughts and feelings. I realized I must be strong so as to help you along. I know you are suffering there but hang on dear =) I'll be here supporting you, waiting for you no matter what =) I'll enjoy what I have now and wait till you come out. Love ya =)

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So.. work today was.. ok? Guess the peak period ain't here yet so I'm still slacking around. Hahx. Went site recce with colleague and was treated with gelare's waffle ice cream! Wooo~ Hahx. Today's meeting was a bored for me. Though I'm starting to get an idea what will be and what is going on, still meeting is really a bored for me. Just sitting there listening already is a torture for me. I want a getaway! With you =) To genting to anywhere I don't mind. But.. I guess I might not have the time on hand to get a getaway once you come out =( Let's pray for the best ok? =) Tml's sch and I hope I don't slp in class again. Gotta listen to lecture cause exams are coming~ Hahx. K lahx. Nth much happening. Just blogging so there the someone out there knows what I'm doing everyday =)

P.S: Thanks and love you lots =)


Ciao.

8:31 AM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

It's a torture to wait for your call or sms. It seems like a million years before I can get a call from you. I'm still not use, really not use.

When ever a person log in to msn and pops up from my msn, I will always look, thinking you will be online to chat with me. No. Not now.

I think I need more time to get used to it. Cause I think 나는 당신이 가게 하는 것을 품을 수 없다....

Tell me, how can I stop the tears from flowing, swallowing down hoping you would not notice so that you would not worry for me?

I really miss you, and I really do.

Date me out so that I don't think too much ok? =)

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Watched One piece, Gossip girls, WGM today. Washed my hamster cage and realised.. WORMS WERE CRAWLING EVERYWHERE!! OMG!! Guess is the moist environment lately plus the shit and urine they pass out causing all the worms to develop. But, frankly speaking, its really disgusting. Hahx. Am glad I did wash my hamster cage today if not how many more worms will spawn there? Hahx.

Working tml and everyone is busy with Chingay thingy. Hope the work will help me forget about this thing and yea! Lets 加油 together!

P.S: I Love You.


Ciao.

7:34 AM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Everything's changed.

I know I'm being over reacting.

But..

It just feels like everything is changing.

It's true all of them has to go thru this.

It's true its a new phase for us.

I just hope everything stay as it is. Everything just stay.

I always thought, 'why do human changes as they go thru the different phases of life? Can't things just remain the same as it is?'

I wish too.

Friends, relationships, relatives.

Will this change too? Haix.

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So, it's just one day and I can't get my mind away from him. I guess I'm just too use to life with him. He sounds so different in the phone and it just made me think that is he drifting away from me? I hope not cause I don't think I will have any more energy to start everything again. It's just too tiring.

I wish you were here. =)

P.S: Waiting for you =)

Ciao.

12:03 PM